Muke's growing journey

It’s been a couple of weeks since I’ve updated; sorry, y’all. It’d've mostly been the same old story: me unhappy and not having made any progress.

Of course, I haven’t actually put on three hundred eighty pounds over the course of the month—but I’ve found a guy about that size who’s going to take care of me. And so I’m not unhappy this week, and hopefully won’t be for a good long while.

So keep an eye on me here and hopefully we’ll have more positive stuff to post in the future.

It’s getting worse. That’s last week’s average; today the scale actually hit 190. I’m kind of at a loss. I need help; I don’t know how to motivate myself anymore.

Dejected.