Muke's growing journey

Another week, more progress. Spent most of the week at 210 actually; going to try and put in the extra effort to see if I can finally break that barrier this week.

I wanna apologize to y’all tonight since I’ve been feeling like this blog is mostly turning out to be a stats dump. I suppose it says something about my attitude and the kind of person that I am that I don’t really have much to say on a subject that most of you all take pretty seriously. Years and years ago I used to be the kind of person that could write pretty lengthy blog posts just about every day; I don’t know if it was just falling out of the habit of doing that, or me growing out of the angsty period of my late teens and early twenties and becoming a less emotionally swayed person altogether, or probably some combination of factors, but I need to work on really writing again, and putting my personality into it.

I suppose it doesn’t help that I feel kind of outside of “gainer society”. I keep busy enough that I don’t feel the need to start new conversations with folk, and in turn I become obscure enough that I don’t get sought out. So the “gaining conversation” skills that would help me write these posts have been kind of atrophying…. or so I’d conjecture, at least.

Anyway, it’s getting late and I’ve ranted on enough for tonight, so I’ll sign off for now. If there’s anything you all would like to hear about from me here, don’t hesitate to leave a comment and let me know.

I love you all.