Sorry for the delays on getting these posts in on time; I’ve been spending several weekends with my awesome bf and haven’t been home on Sundays to do up my blog posts.
I’ve got a picture here, just to prove I’m still reflecting light these days:
Eating to gain weight is hard. I know for some of you reading this it’s something that comes naturally; I tend to find myself without the instincts, the appetite, and the willpower so I have to work at it. And as those who’ve been watching me for most of this year know, I haven’t been too good at it.
I’m trying. I count calories, because if I don’t, my instincts fail and what I think is enough turns out not to be. I set aside times to eat, because if I only went on when I was hungry, I’d only end up eating like once a day. I post here to keep myself responsible. Still, I end up with figures like this.

I need help.