200.
I didn’t eat well last week. Like I mentioned in my last post, I did poorly in my meal planning, and didn’t end up with anywhere near enough food to gain off of.
It’s hard for me without help, but even with the setbacks I’m not quitting. I know I say that a lot, but writing here is a reminder I’m not giving up. It’s also hard being a gainer who doesn’t like to eat, as I’m sure I’ve gone over before. If I were in it for the gluttony, I’d be big as a house right now because I don’t have any self-esteem issues keeping me from gaining, I don’t succumb to negative peer pressure about my weight—not that I ever receive any—and I probably have more than enough experience in watching costs per calorie to eat big on a low budget.
Anyway, this week I did get an encourager to give me a realistic menu (which makes the first time after asking for I don’t know how many years)… Haven’t got it exactly, but maybe close enough… we’ll see how it goes.
Still haven’t got a job yet, but I did get finally get my severance pay deposited so I shouldn’t be hurting for food for a while.
Ah well. Till next time,
I love you all.